Easy Way Out, or is it?!
So, am seated here staring at the laptop for ages trynna figure out what to write about, and I think to myself, FOOD!!!......so I
head down to go get me a bite to eat.
old notes and crap, yes I am a girl who keeps notes that were passed to me in class for memory purposes. You would never
believe what I bump into…..
I can’t stop laughing at the irony of the situation. Am reading through and am like damn people have issues!! The things people
come up with when they go crazy are mind blowing. Am thinking to myself, how old was she, like 13, 14, I don’t know.
Should I be terrified? Or should I just burst out in laughter?
Confused as I am, I keep on going……Oh! Pardon my ill manners; did I forget to tell u what I am talking about? Well let us keep it
that way. The 1st statement that captures my eyes is ‘’sometimes I wonder how life would be without me’’. This actually
makes me wonder…. If I did not exist, how would life be like for people around me¬? …
This is exactly how it would be; it would suck so bad they would just have to find another me, though I am irreplaceable and it ain’t
my fault, or life would simply go on
So apparently that was not my eye opener. Proceeding with the note, this mysterious genius writes, “Wonderful parents deserve
amazing kids, and not rotten beings like me. I get the worst grades make the most mistakes and above all I am the 1st to be
suspended.” You know what, this actually gets me a little teary. Don’t get me wrong, am not going all emotional, am actually laughing
so hard it hurts. Getting bad grades and by bad I mean B+’s and A-‘S the , grades some of us celebrated coz they only
come so rare, made this bitch, my bad, made this lady call herself rotten. Am sorry to say, but that’s bull. You wanna know
a bad kid, look at Miley, look at Beiber; I sure as hell don’t regret the fact that I did not sire them. As a matter of fact
I count it a blessing, no offence. And as far as getting suspended is concerned, honey, people live on such memories in
their after future. Dudes who get straight A’s , are the teachers’ pet , did nothing crazy back in high school or whatever
level u get your crazy on, have no life whatsoever.
On with the note… so I am not in the business of sharing all the info but this last line was particularly interesting. “I wanna
die so bad. I want the world to open up and swallow me, but since that is highly unlikely, I will take my own life to make
it quicker I want to reduce the stress for people around me. It might probably even reduce the cost of living and improve
the economy. See God, that would be awesome for everyone.” Please feel free to share in laughter or sorrow, whichever
floats your boat. Whatever on earth would posses anyone to declare that, I do not know, and frankly, am not planning
to find out.
So apparently some people would commit suicide over very many stupid reasons, I got a bad hair day and my crush saw me; my girlfriend dumped me; my husband has a slut on the side; my boss just fired me; my life sucks! ……… so on and so on. So what love, the situation ain’t changing if u keep complaining or if u die,… u are only allowed to live one day at a time. Make that one day count and stop being greedy, trying to grab them all at once. Simply my point is, don’t be stupid!!!!!.......... So what if u die now, who’s to say it’s better on the other side?